I started my new job last week plus I started school so i’ve been so occupied with everything. I feel like the same thing as last year is going to happen again: Drift from even more people, overwork myself, and be surrounded by others (particularly in school) who I don’t really like and are negative and toxic in my life. Why can’t I just shake off this sadness and be happy for once in my life? I want the semester to end already and its been less than 3 days. Even though i’m anticipating December, I don’t want the holidays to come because i’ll see happy couples around town and i’ll remind myself that he is with someone else and happy. :(((((. I’ll hide from the world I guess so it won’t make anything worse than it already is.
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that." — Robin Williams (via clumsiest)
- "I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations."— (via hylophobic)
watching the sun set in an outdoor bath could cure any sadness in the world
this is freaking magical
- "Everyone should wake up with someone they love on a Monday morning"— A dreamer (via cantlivewithoutliv)